I'm being crushed.

I've been ignoring this blog for a good 6 months. It's time to wake it up.

I've been putting in a lot hours at work. The money will be nice, but I am still bummed that I did not receive that promotion.

I am one of the oldest and most trust worthy employees there. I break my back everyday and I don't get the recognition I deserve. That's the way life goes.

Everyday I keep thinking about how awesome it would be to be a pro wrestler. Story telling through athleticism. The long hours that I've been putting in at the gym have been paying off. Maybe my door will open.

Recently this girl has caught my eye. Six months ago my friend Corrina told me about this girl and how I would absolutely fall in love with her. I met her and I pushed her aside and even going to as far as telling my friend Corrina she was crazy to even think I would be into that girl, but within the past 2 months she's won me over. I don't know where to start or how to proceed. I thoroughly enjoy her company and the conversations we have. I love how she laughs at my jokes and how she seems to just get me. I just wish I could tell her everything, but it is such a frightening thought and every time I try to a choke up and the words will not fall.

I've been told that if you want something you need to reach out and grab it, but at the time I've been told that you should just be patient and let it happen. I don't know which advice to follow if any.

For a gambling man I'm being a real chicken.

I'll see her on Wednesday and hopefully I will work up the courage to ask her for her number or even ask her to get a bite later on that night.

You don't regret the ones you kiss, only the ones you don't kiss right?